The Sinking World (The Dying Logs Day 31)

Oh man the pain and suffering sometimes and the collapse.

I mean it can’t get much worse. Of course it can. It can always get worse and worse nearly a bottomless pit.

Something to remember. Shelter, food, love. So much. I just want for more and that’s okay, it’s good as long as the inclination isn’t stretched past purity. To want more while staying pure, keeping your soul, that is good.

I am going to push myself as hard as I can even if that means staying in bed doing what I can. But honesty is key. Excuses are so easy to creep in easy let alone if sick and in pain.

I feel better enough to push myself and write more. Litrerslly nauseous. I kept trying to do some basic editing and kept failing. It’s hard to comprehend but it’s true.

Sure but I pushed myself enough. Or did I?

I will continue to ask that question through these next couple weeks as I know they will be very difficult but I know the phage is coming.