So Much Going On
I have much to write about this entire experience and my future. Things have been so intense, I haven’t been writing much though.
Intense for me even. These medications combined with the endless pain…. it hasn’t been good.
But I think I’m getting through. Finally I had some improvement yesterday after over a week of stagnation. I don’t know if it will continue and how fast though.
The pain kept me up an entire night. I woke up today feeling better but still exhausted. I’m hoping I’ll get a good sleep tonight and get some writing done tomorrow.
I am really going to have to crawl out of this one. I am in for some intense suffering over the next month or so and that’s a best case scenario. Worst case, this setback has put me in an inescapable hole. But I don’t think so and it’s not even worse thinking about. Just have to try my hardest and pray it works out.