Starting The Logs Again! (The Dying Logs Day 63)

I can’t believe I’m saying this but I am able to start logging again. In truly miraculous fashion, my health is turning around….

I still have a long long way to go, hence why I’m staying in the “dying” section of the logs, but I am truly blessed.

The logs will cover two things as usual – my current state of health and any updates and a loose topic.

Today, I covered the frustration of having an illiostomy, the numbing effect of tapering from benzodiazepines, and double think.

I think I’ll try to clarify what I discuss in the videos here in the blog post. I often find myself frustrated that I didn’t articulate things properly.

I will also add that healthwise, my dumnass insurance isn’t covering illiostomy products and that’s really rubbing salt in the wound. But, hey man, I have certainly had to deal with worse.

In regards to doublethink, my more general point is that you should know oneself. Perhaps people find it annoying when I discuss my own proclivities but I can tell you that it’s vital to thriving in this life. And maybe it will even save you from dying.

See what I did there?

I miss blogs man. It’s a shame there isn’t really much money in it anymore. I can tell you exactly why, but that’s another topic.

Everyone needs to contemplate the 3 classic dystopian novels and ponder them deeply.

Farenheight is important because it adds to the picture of the other 2. Basically everyone is triggered and selfish and thus society cannot exist. That’s the main point. I wish I could tell it better.

As for the other two, that’s a 4 hour discussion. I hope I can have that once I re-read the other 2 though I have such an insane amount of reading gaps to fill in before I re-read anything.