Piecing My Brain Together After Serious Mental Issues (The Dying Logs Days 16-18)

I had multiple clips of me in full psychosis. Unfortunately, I’m naked so I can’t show chow insane I truly was.

Anyways…

No easy way to put this. Bizarre stuff. Yes medication induced but I’ve never had a problem with a prednisone shot and the short term Z-Pack.

The reason for short term prednisone is Augmentin causing severe throbbing joint pain. Just like the Augmentin itself I was pretty much forced to take things I try to avoid.

I went through days of constant screaming, eventually blacked out completely, and after fleeing my residence was eventually hospitalized.

My father callled the police after very erratic behavior including seeing and hearing things not there. Unfortunately, the benzos kicked in and I seemed fine but again, once they wear off I went back to going ballistic.

Ended up trespassing, had cops called, etc. Completely out of my mind.

That being said, I am improving and getting the help I need. This is not weakness; sometimes seeking mental health rather than being strong and less prideful.

I highly recommend trying diet and supplementation and combing that with a therapist. If that doesn’t work, a psychiatrist makes since. This is obviously not medical advice.