Dealing With Pain and Sleepless Nights (The Dying Logs Day 8)

Note: Literally passed out with this post and video done at I don’t know like 8PM. Woke up at 4:30. Technically this means my first late post but it was done I swear.

Couldn’t sleep from pain of antibiotic. Man is it hitting hard already and I expect it to get significantly worse.

I know I won’t even remember this though. So many horrible events I don’t even remember worse than this BS.

The only way I will remember this is the achievement for staying tough throughout.

Things are about to get bigger on Dying to Thriving. Unfortunately I failed on my biggest and in many ways best video but I will take it for inspiration. Videos going to be a bit more boring as I get though this but know I have big plans.

Lungs getting stronger but in particular when I sing I can see the difference. I really think part of my lungs were burned off. Can’t go to a doctor/pulmonologist because I have no insurance here and it doesn’t make sense to switch to trash insurance in Ga. Ide be better off flying to Oklahoma for medical care.

Should be praying more. Negative thoughts enter but I push them out like that. Reminds me of the Kendrick Lamar song pure soul.

I appreciate all the support. Can’t wait to get back to business. Actually got some prospects. We will see. Gonna just do some basic stuff right now. Still pushing but know when to lay off when you’re on no sleep and pain. Hopefully tomorrow better. I’m going to make this look easy. Building things up. Nothing can stop me.