Beat Your Health Condition Today (The Dying Logs Day 25)

Physically I’m not doing great. Half a dose of antibiotic isn’t much different than the full dose.

I keep passing out randomly and I sleep sometimes for 14 hours.

And when I’m awake I’m super foggy and feel malaise. I walk around like a zombie and am often told to just lie down because I have fallen and don’t look so great.

Mentally I feel amazing. I haven’t let this get me down much. I try to focus my admittedly feeble attention on learning and when you focus on the right things (thanks Avery) the decline in productivity is alleviated.

In other words fuck how I feel physically I’m still winning and grinning.

Is it hard? Damn right it is. Can we do it? Hell yes.

I am inspired daily by others in a state of poor health. You push me to be better. I feel your spirit.

I hope you feel mine too through these words because I am rooting for you with all my heart. Bless you. I feel moved almost to tears.

There is always an answer even if we don’t like it. There is always a reason though sometimes we wish there wasn’t and we could just give up.

Sending love and positive energy towards everyone.