The Adventure Continues (The Dying Logs Day 47)

The title of this post isn’t sarcastic.

There is real meaning to this health journey.

I do not find the suffering pointless anymore. Okay, I think I get the point at this point (see my timeline), but nevertheless there’s still something to be said with continued endurance; that in itself is a lesson.

More succinctly, this journey is earned experience that will allow me to improve the lived of my loved ones. Unfortunately a severely sick person is a net negative for the individual, his loved ones, and society at whole, pragmatically of course. It’s not the individuals fault so they should never be treated as anything less than a healthy person. Common sense, yes but unfortunately that is often the response.

Truly I need help. And I have it. I am so grateful it’d beyond words.

All I can pray for is I can pay it back and then some as I stabilize health-wise.

If I truly make a comeback it will not be a 2nd chance I take lightly. I will be a light for goodness and an asset to those around me.

I hold onto this hope, sometimes very tightly, as after 8+ years it is what sustains me.